Patience.

Today was a hard day.  As you know, J had her appointment for the ultrasound this morning. We were optimistic going into it, high on hope from this past weekend’s fun, but it would be short-lived. J called me at 10 to let me know that she had 1 small & 2 large cysts, most likely from the Clomid last cycle. The bottom line being that we have to sit this cycle out and hope the cysts go away by next month.

We were devastated to say the least. J was crying on the phone with me, completely heartbroken, and I felt so defeated and powerless to do anything to help her. It was a really sad reality. Granted I’m sure there could have been much worse news to hear, but its still hard to swallow, especially when we were so excited and positive about this cycle.

I think maybe God is trying to teach us a lesson, one we definitely have a lot of trouble with already…patience. We both know there has to be a reason why this happened, and I’m trying to see the brighter side…

After all, we can still have our Capricorn if we conceive next cycle instead. 😉

Looks to be a quiet month here on the blog, but don’t forget about us. At least we have our wedding next month in D.C. to look forward to, a much needed vacation! LOL

-B

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4 Comments (+add yours?)

  1. yourstylejourney
    Mar 20, 2012 @ 19:53:51

    positive vibes coming your way:)

    Reply

  2. Nana
    Mar 20, 2012 @ 21:46:44

    Patience is hard. Hang in there. (I’m sad).

    Reply

  3. Roxxroxx
    Mar 21, 2012 @ 05:46:46

    Sorry about your bad news – try to enjoy your month off. I found that taking a couple of months out really cleared my mind. 🙂

    Reply

  4. Lizzie
    Mar 21, 2012 @ 22:26:51

    Good things coming…relax and rest… “honeymoon” baby… =)

    Reply

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